who i am (for now)

well shit, the big question i ask myself so often. who even am i? i guess the basics are that i’m mason. i'm 19. i live in new zealand. from a small town that doesn't need to be named. i'm a health sci student at otago university right now, chasing dentistry, barely sleeping, and somehow still flirting with death and everyone else.

i party a lot, i do drugs and drink often, i burn out, i think too much, and i’m never quite the same person depending on who's in the room.

my hobbies and interests? drinking, drugs, partying, flirting with girls i barely know, but thats the surface level stuff that anyone can see. the truth is that i also love writing poetry, films (specifically east asian films), anything horror, reading, photography, music, weightlifting (when i can be bothered), fashion, and the feeling of loneliness that i hate but never want to leave.

this page isn’t here to explain. it’s just to admit: i exist. and i’ve got layers like smoke and noise and regret. i’m not sure i’m even writing this for anyone. but if you’re reading it… maybe you’re not real either.

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